Tuesday, May 20, 2008

the pines


We are back again. To fantasy island. And i am feeling him all over again. Just like how i felt one year ago. As he held my hand in the dark for that few seconds, i felt a rush of emotions race through my mind. Just like how i felt one year ago. And you ask yourself, why it has to be so complicated? While the logical response is to try to suppress these feelings, maybe some feelings will never go away....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

flowers


Flower market at Union Square.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

all by myself


My thighs are cramping up, overly exhausted after a long day of runs after runs on the snow capped mountains. I had to stop, but i am all the way up on the peak of Whistler. I looked up to the dark clouds gathering and felt the blowing snow pelting down on my jacket as the last riders descend down their last run for the day. I was cold, and can barely see much in this blizzard. As i sat down on the powder and attempted to massage the pain away, i realized i am all by myself. I never felt more alone and it is a scary feeling.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

murakami


Murakami at the Brooklyn Museum.

cherry blossoms

It's the time of the year when the cherry trees at the Brooklyn Botanical Gardens are in full bloom again!

from scratch


Back at Arium for Caroline Bergonzi's From Scratch.

jeff koons


Jeff Koons, on the rooftop of the Metropolitan Museum of Art. What a gorgeous spring evening!

brooklyn townhouses


After nearly five years living in New York City, i have to admit i do not venture out to Brooklyn enough at all. Yes, i have heard some nice comments of how the neighborhoods have changed and have seen multiple advertisements of the lofty yet affordable condos that have sprout around the last few years, but somehow i have not found too many excuses to explore Brooklyn other than the occasional meals or art events in Williamsburg.

When my friend Joe invited me to visit his new four story townhouse he just bought in Clinton Hill, i seized the opportunity for the Brooklyn tour. I should not be surprise how much more more more space you can get once you cross the bridges. A townhouse is an impossible dream asset in Manhattan, but yet can actually be a reality out in Brooklyn. They are just a beacon of class and beauty, both architecturally inside and out. As the car drove passed rows of these gems around Forte Green and Park Slope, i am amazed how beautiful these neighborhoods and their hippie residents are. There is a sense of peace and independence that defines Brooklynites, almost like "Fuck Manhattan, Brooklyn is where real people lives". And this is so true, how can any non-conformist afford to live in Manhattan anymore?

And then came the question. Why should i kill my self trying so hard to buy that small condo in Manhattan when i can get a huge glass loft with a killing view here in Brooklyn? And then i realized i should really kill myself because i have allow myself to become the chelsea boy cliche. I have been chasing things. Things that are conforming. And for a moment, i can't help but wondered, how did i get here.....who am i anyway? Chelsea boy pretentious muscles or free spirit bohemian funk?